Pendulum

If you’re tyring to explain yourself well don’t try
I’ve been so sympathetic but now I’m tired of it
And you stuffed it up once, I forgive you
You stuffed it up twice, forgiven
But to let you stuff it again that wouldn’t be right no.

I have all these angry things to day but I’m too tired
And yes you’ve made a few mistake but holy moly I’ve learned from it
And your head is now your prison
And when the pain in you has risen
I hope to god you sit and smoulder with the heat of me upon your shoulders

I’ve tried to make myself see the good in it but
I lied when I said I could be happy
Give to me a part of you that I can keep
And I will hold you forever close to me just to feel you smile is all I need

I have a grater wedged upon my heart but I’m OK
It’s just everytime I think of you the grater wants to move a pinch
And now the pendulum is swinging
I’m happy I’m sad and I’m thinking
I’m obviously much better off oh god please make this heart break stop and

You’ll find that any hope in me subsides
Give to me oh a reason for my waiting
Terribly I can’t leave behind what you say in me
And like the masochist I am I’ll dwell until I’ll understand it

So nows my chance to forget you so take your time
I’ll find the strength to walk away
I’ll find it soon for that I pray
And though the time we had was fleeting
My head it took a beating
And I’m wanting you now more than ever and I’m screaming for these things I’ve severed.


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