I can’t pull myself up from this blackened waiting place I’m in
I should go get some rest
I should try and give you some piece of mind
cut me down to the bone and I’ll bleed like you have never ever seen
oh try the impossible I’ll break my mould, search endlessly.
Oh and yes
I promise that this year I’ll be a good girl
I will be happy happy
Yes I will just keep on trying.
If I could choose to sleep the whole day through
then thats where I’d stay
blanket myself from all these things
I would hide until everything’s OK